Life Update: Hard

I've got a friend, 3. She is easygoing and okay. Today, she and 3 others won a medal for our class! I really want her to be my true close friend. You know, I've had 3 failures( which is pretty sad ) when making a close friend so I know that I should not rush to be with her all the time or people may say that I'm a leach. During the failures, I've had even made an enemy( I am very sure). Haiz... This year is sure tiring and disappointing. Do I think that I made the wrong choice by chooseing this school? I AM SURE THE ANSWER IS YES! So, as to make matters worse, I will be staying in the same class for 2 YEARS! Who the heck invented the damn rule?! Why can't we stay in our own school?! Just gotta bear with it... Anyway, I am sooo disappointed with my booth today, no one got to play in our booth because of the time limit. All my efforts in finding and decorating until late at night has gone down the drain!!! Now I know exactly what is "wasting efforts". :-(